First choice

I want to be someone special person their first choice in just about everything, Every single day I want to be the first person they think about , I want to be the first person that they text or call and are just checking up on me showing how much they care, Because that’s all I’ve ever wanted,  Someone that truly cared about me. That truly wanted to be a part of my life, Someone who can understand me and all my crazy dorkiness and still would want to stay by my side each and every single day. I want that so badly,  I’m going to find that special person that wants to be with me for the rest of their life and me feel the same way in return. That person in a way is what my dream has always been is to find someone who I could truly love for them and someone who could truly love me for me. I don’t want to find someone that just wants to play games or isn’t for sure what they want, I don’t need that, I don’t want someone that’s going to waste my time because they’re not sure on what they want in life. I want someone who for sure knows that their life wouldn’t be the same without me in it. I want to find someone that I feel that way about also truly and deeply I want that. I’m just me,  Jessi that’s who I will always be. I just want to find someone who can love me for who I am, That’s my dream that’s what I’ve always wanted to find someone who will support me in anything I want to do and push me to do things that will better myself. Someone who will truly love me with all their heart. Wanting nothing but the best of everything for me. Just as much as I would for my special someone. – Jessi Wolf

Loving you.

Loving someone so much that every minute your not talking, you miss them, your worried about them, every waking minute they are on your mind. You just want them to have everything whatever makes them happy in this life. Cause at no point do you want them to be sad or stressed so you do your best to help them stay calm. They make you so happy all the time even when they are not beside you. Constantly laughing at how goofy each other is at times. Loving someone like that with all your heart and soul, Never Let Them Go! Because as you all know finding something like that is a once in a lifetime moment and if that special person is worth you giving them your unconditional love. Well you know what to do love them with every part of yourself. Also always overuse I love you so they never forget what they mean to you no matter the situation.

Being your own person

Being your own person means exactly that, “Be you”. Don’t let others make your choices for you, don’t let others run your life they have their own not yours. Soon enough you’ll be so stuck in where that person’s choices got you the real you is just gone. Live your life to the fullest on choices you made yourself. You’d be so much happier, we only get one life we must cherish it and spend it the way we choose. Spending time with family, starting a family, career, you have to take life for every moment, every breath you have left. If your to scared that is what holds you back from being you, don’t let fear take over that’s when bad choices start to begin and no one wants that to happen to anyone. I want you to go outside on a really nice day look up at the clouds, put your hand on your heart and say out loud. “My heart, my mind, my life is mine, always till my dying day.”

Finished project might add color

Ok so lol tell me what you think seriously my first time drawing a longhorn and a tiny surprise rubber ducky and what’s funny to me the look the cow has just says it all.

Dark Soul

To see the day ahead is all I ask,

yet the day get’s darker like I’m in a hole. I absolutely have no soul.

The darkness comforts me, A world I have always known. I do not fear it, It does not frighten me so.

It’s my home where I will always be. So if you want to find me, let the darkness find you.

I will be there my yellow eye’s shining bright. All that you will hear is my faint howl among the moonlit night.